D?j? vu

In front of me proceed
the notes of a song I dare not sing,
yet I?ve been longing for so long to feel
like an orchestra in need to dominate
all of its strings,
without rehearsing bridges
just wishes.
I?ve known it for eternity
it?s what I lost and you brought back to me;
?You can?t lose what you haven?t had?,
you reassure me.
But we both know too well
that somewhere in undefined spaces,
this melody was made for the tone of my pulses,
or were you already the intent of my poetry?

The road has been too long
for your hand to reach my warmth,
amid lovers stealing your beliefs in bits,
for your eyes to grasp my silhouette,
before past reminiscences,
and for your heart to feel the symphony
in a void place of untuned experiences
where we are found rewound;
fate is not to doubt, nor is the unpredictable outcome
for it would make us look like fools in front of any sun ?
our only ally,
together with the truth we still provide
to keep our seed alive.

Sometimes I stop and wonder if you are surreal
or maybe I?m addicted to the rays
waning on your skin,
despite winters meant to appease peaks of feelings,
when you whisper in my ears
with a silent kiss
so many things from the other life we had in dreams
and I know I am awake and living
love
as it must have been,
as it feels in reality,
embellished by patient d?j? vus and art philosophies,
pastiche of universes upon two destinies:
you and me.

(Sneak Peek! ?Yours, poetically?. Special Deluxe Edition of Poetry and Quotes in two Tomes by Soar. Release Date: Spring 2014).